characters: nemo (online chess streamer), jhatin(my real life college friend) and an unknown guy dream occured to me in the earlymorning First I was at her house had she invited me I reached and she said we should go out, (there was some kind of sexual joke the to which she also played with us) jhatin was also there and said but you need to come home in order to do main thing, then she said don't worry we will come back again. than we were standing in some place and she asked me directly that we should be together, than we started walking, then I asked her about our relationship she said I want us to be together if there is no cheating takes place (and I was thinking cheating is the main reason of breaking a relationship but I didn't said that) i nodded and then repeated her sentence with my understanding that, so you want our relationship to last as long if we don't cheat or break each others heart, she agreed. then we were holding each other's hands and going and walking (as I felt that touch and love that I needed my heart started inflating with the joy that I had experienced before but it occurs rarely and this time was not like others it was not like an I felt for a particular moment, it was like I will feel this as the time passes, I was thinking about us hugging and cuddling) that feeling was so overwellming, like i was craving for it from a long time, it broke my dream and wakeup, but i wanted to feel that again so i slept again. In the next visual, there were several people including me and her in the room where there was a small girl who was dancing and we were copying her moves (it felt like the way I was dancing I was craving her attention or else I was already feeling like she is observing me and she is a bit impressed however in real life I am a shitty dancer) after that was over, we were sitting at the last bench of the room near the back door, jatin was also there at distance lying of another bench but close enough to listen us, there was another person there whom i didn't know and seen (maybe he was her friend), then she started telling me the problem she is having with me that I don't give her the freedom she needs, I am very demanding of her than her ex boyfriend something like this in a very vague language that I bearly understood at that time but that other guy did, them he made some comments on us or on me not sure, then cutting to his sentence and ignoring him I said to Nemo that I would like to solve this out would you pls explain more about this, and then she said this is least possible way I can say it you, if you can't understand it ..., I cut her sentence and said I am genuinely asking this to know the problem better, as I am listening this about myself for first time in my life, then this guy asked do you really want to be with her, then jhatin (made a pedophile joke on me) said ask him if he(I) knows her age.......she is 18 bro, then I made him shut, {my sleep or dream again broke here, maybe because of shok or it was just time to wake up, but i again slept as you don't get in relationship that easily in real life} then she started saying like you should be grateful that you are with a kashmiri girl, go on internet and see how many people and dying to be with one, (i had lot to say on what she just said as I got really mad or frustrated for her saying that shit) but I kept calm and then we sat down there, (I was thinking is she making this all up to get our relationship to an end) we were sitting very closely to each other I and Nemo on front of each other, i was facing the back door opening, she had her back on that door opening, our legs were touching each other, then outside group of people were passing through that door they were seeing us as we were sitting this close, but we kept sitting that way, facing the other opposite directions and even sometimes looking down but we sat there as still with our legs touching each other.
This dream is rich with symbolism and emotions, and it seems to reflect your subconscious thoughts and feelings about relationships, intimacy, and personal boundaries. Let’s break down some of the key elements in your dream.
Desires for Connection: The initial part of your dream involves direct expressions of affection and desires for a relationship. Your heart “inflating” with joy suggests a longing for emotional intimacy and connection. This reflects a real-life desire for love and companionship.
Relationship Dynamics: The conversation about the need for trust and the implications of cheating signifies your concerns about fidelity and emotional safety in relationships. This indicates a deep emotional investment in the idea of being with someone while wrestling with fears about betrayal.
Self-Reflection and Growth: The discussion regarding your perceived demands and the need for freedom within the relationship points to an internal struggle regarding your own expectations of partners. This reveals an awareness of how your actions or demands may come off to others, which is crucial for personal growth.
Societal Expectations and Identity: The dialogue about her being a "Kashmiri girl" hints at the intersections of cultural identity and the pressure that may come with it. This aspect could be reflective of your own societal pressures or beliefs regarding relationships and partner choices.
Balancing Emotions: The feelings of frustration and calmness you experienced suggest an emotional tug-of-war. You desire closeness but also feel vulnerable and perhaps challenged by outside perceptions or judgments.
Physical Proximity: The moment where you’re sitting closely together, legs touching, conveys intimacy but also tension—showing the complexities of wanting to be close, yet grappling with what that closeness means in light of the ongoing conversations about freedom and expectations.
Overall, your dream encapsulates a complex mix of your subconscious desires for love and intimacy, concerns about fidelity and freedom within relationships, self-evaluation regarding your approach to relationships, and societal attitudes toward identity and connection. It might be beneficial to reflect on your feelings regarding intimacy and personal boundaries in your waking life, as well as your self-image and how it affects your relationships. Consider what you crave emotionally and whether you feel comfortable expressing those desires openly in your current life context.